February 2009
129 posts
electric avenue
soo I’m at Mulsa’s house right now with damien and jz and carina and people and jz hit his head after damien tackled him and now him and carina are upstairs being….jz and carina. me and mulsa are going to make cupcakes
January 2009
17 posts
DAMN
the tip of my tongue hurts.
why does this always happen to me??
it’s going to bug me so much now.
today
was really fun. I had a good time after school with mulsa jz and damien. I’m excited for tomorrow, I get to miss a little bit of school and then hang out after :)
gawsh
I just realized the reason why I always wear american apparel: I’m too lazy to actually wear anything that other people wear. its down to basic colors, so i just choose and go to school. I don’t have to compare this with that. I honestly don’t even care though, because its all hella comfy and fits the best. Whatever though, I’ll dress better when I feel better. I just hate...
microphone by coconut records. I just realized...
nobody
has texted me today yet.
you know what else I realized, which is pretty depressing… everyone has that one person that they go to when everything is falling apart and when they’re crying and they don’t know what to do. right? if you’re reading this, you’ve probably got someone on your mind, just picturing them right now helping you out at a hard time. Today, when I...
WOW
no privacy at all whatsoever.
why does my mom go through my room so much?
fuck, they all wonder why I’m so unhappy all the time. give me my own fucking life and maybe I’ll lighten up a bit.
so...
I just took two nyquil. I’m expecting to feel a lot better tomorrow hopefully. atleast better enough to go to school, i dont fucking care if I look like shit. I’m not trying to impress anyone…
good song. one of the best parts of my day...
the days
drag.
Somehow
everything gets sabotaged for me, one way or another.
I’m not exactly sure yet if its just me, or if its everyone else. Honestly, the chances if it just being me are really likely though. I feel like shit. I’ve felt like shit for the past who knows how many months/days.
I miss everybody. I miss myself.
“Cut your losses, love. There ain’t no one who understands what...”
– Dear And The Headlights
michael kiggins
told me to start writing in a tumblr blog. so Im switching over to here I guess… I’m going to use this to just update here and there. I’m gonna use my livejournal (juliabcdefgh.livejournal.com) for the big stuff I think. who knows, I might completely switch over to here.