January 2011
66 posts
Jan 1st
58,444 notes
I want my life back.
Jan 1st
December 2010
40 posts
and a big thank you...
to those who replied to my posts and what not.  it means a whole fucking lot to me, and I just wanted to let you know that. Just knowing someone actually reads what I write, and takes the time to be nice… well, that’s great. I promise you won’t have to read any more of my depressing lameness once things begin to get better.
Dec 31st
3 notes
Through
all of the negative things going through my mind right now… well I’m not sad. Or mad. Or unhappy or upset, or any negative emotion you would think I would be immersed in right now. I’m actually fine. I’m just trying to accept things for what they are. I’m not trying to over analyze anything, and I’m not trying to get myself into a shitty self destructive...
Dec 31st
6 notes
“That’s the whole trouble. You can’t ever find a place that’s...”
– J.D. Salinger
Dec 31st
41 notes
Is it possible to take drugs and still be really happy? Because it seems… that people who are unhappy most of the time tend to take drugs. And people who are really happy, well they don’t need drugs. And the people who act like they don’t need drugs yet still talk about drugs all the time, well I think they fit under the unhappy category. But I guess it’s really whatever...
Dec 31st
6 notes
well, that hurt. don’t you just wish that feelings could be mutual all the time.
Dec 31st
Anonymous asked: What do you think would make you happy?
Dec 26th
Anonymous asked: Why aren't you happy?
Dec 26th
I suck at shopping
Okay I admit that 50% of my clothes are bought online because I’m weird and hate going to stores. But today, I am going to face my fears…or at least try.
Dec 26th
p.s. fuck dysfunctional family holidays. …
Dec 26th
12 notes
I haven't been writing on here much
recently. I kind of feel like a creeper because I’m just going through pages and pages of everyone’s stuff and liking certain things, replying and reblogging here and there… but not posting anything. So, I thought: why not make a post about not posting anything? I guess that makes me feel a little less creepy. anyway, happy holidays.
Dec 26th
5 notes
Dec 26th
238 notes
Dec 25th
275 notes
Sorry mom, sorry god.
Dec 20th
Dec 19th
8,624 notes
Dec 18th
elspenny asked: You're like, one of the coolest girls I know, seriously.
Fuck all the shit that doesn't make you happy.

and i'm pretty busy until next sunday. then we can jam like, everyday.
Dec 14th
hemanshoe-deactivated20110216 asked: Hey Julia! (+2!)
Quit stressing and relax. It'll all be alright. x]
Dec 14th
Anonymous asked: a meowgician!
Dec 14th
myskabandsucks asked: you should tell me if you ever want to hang out or something
Dec 14th
justenoughbfn asked: http://www.flickr.com/photos/woodwoolstool/5237609954/
Dec 14th
Anonymous asked: hello, you're awesome.
Dec 14th
I slept through my alarms, and didn’t have time to do the homework I was too tired to do last night in turn. I burnt not one, but two pieces of toast and those were the last two pieces. I felt horrible, and looked in the mirror and saw horrible. I forced myself to go to school, with the anxiety of incomplete homework and a calculus final. Ditched school and pissed off my parents and those...
Dec 14th
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I want to get away from everything and everyone. I want to turn my phone and computer off, and not communicate with anyone. I don’t want to go to school anymore. I just want out. It wouldn’t make a difference anyway.
Dec 14th
3 notes
Fuck you, too.
Dec 14th
I didn't
go on facebook/tumblr for a few days. Actually, I completely forgot about it until today, got bored, and decided to go on the computer. I didn’t miss out on anything, and if anything… I feel worse now that I’m back on this computer. Maybe my life is better when I replace computer time with reading and playing music. You know, actually doing something productive rather than...
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
6 notes
So today
I made a discovery while getting ready in the morning… Panic at the Disco’s Time to Dance… well I never understood the lyrics. INVISIBLE MONSTERS. I finished reading this book yesterday, and it all makes sense. “boys will be boys hiding in estrogen and wearing aubergine dreams” - Brandy Alexander, a MTF transgender (boys will be boys), and aubergine was the shade...
Dec 9th
6 notes
“It’s because we’re so trapped in our culture, in the being of being...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
Dec 8th
doorkeypad-deactivated20120122 asked: What do you call a magical cat who can disappear?
Dec 5th
Anonymous asked: What's your least favorite color?
Dec 5th
Dec 5th
186 notes
Dec 5th
3 notes
I’m lazy, forgetful, flaky, and a bad friend. the worst part is, I am completely in control of changing all of this… but I don’t.
Dec 3rd
Dec 2nd
I wanted red hair, not orange hair
… and it’s not even a cool orange. 
Dec 2nd